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I 'live'
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...and i woke among the dead.
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as i lay, dying.
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He is gone.
why did i let the paradox become complete?!
i have failed
I, being anti-love, ridiculing the possibilty for existance. WELL I WOKE!! i woke. I loved.....oh, how i loved.
He was a dream, and he covered my eyes. I would smile under the sheets. Now he is gone. and the sheets are closing in on my face. MAKE ME SLEEP AGAIN!! come back! come back. dont leave me alone! i hate being alone!... I FAILED!!
why why why why why why why WHY why why why why why
Most people would say they would die for the one they love. dying is the easy part....
i would have lived for him.
I WOULD HAVE LIVED FOR HIM.!
i look around. all the faces morph. all the voices change, you are ringing in my ears. my skin can still feel your touch. but your gone.
you let me trust you. you let me try trusting. something i could never do before. and i did.
look where i am now, god. just look down and see.
you dont see me.
you dont hear me.
why have you forsaken me?!
i have loved!
i have loved. and you took it away from me!
you took it away!
He gave me:
Life
Breath
Trust
Joy
Contentment
Feeling
Grace
Insperation
he gave me.
he gave me...myself. i knew what i was, to be, was.
and it is snatched away
i just drift around, now. again
back to my grave. i climb on in.
it is still warm from where i was last left.
i am so numb
so cold
hold my hand again.
just touch me again, tell me im ok!
dont leave me here!
dont leave me with me
you never know what she will do
you dont know
lay me down to sleep.
lay me down.
6 feet down.
why did i let the paradox become complete?!
i have failed
I, being anti-love, ridiculing the possibilty for existance. WELL I WOKE!! i woke. I loved.....oh, how i loved.
He was a dream, and he covered my eyes. I would smile under the sheets. Now he is gone. and the sheets are closing in on my face. MAKE ME SLEEP AGAIN!! come back! come back. dont leave me alone! i hate being alone!... I FAILED!!
why why why why why why why WHY why why why why why
Most people would say they would die for the one they love. dying is the easy part....
i would have lived for him.
I WOULD HAVE LIVED FOR HIM.!
i look around. all the faces morph. all the voices change, you are ringing in my ears. my skin can still feel your touch. but your gone.
you let me trust you. you let me try trusting. something i could never do before. and i did.
look where i am now, god. just look down and see.
you dont see me.
you dont hear me.
why have you forsaken me?!
i have loved!
i have loved. and you took it away from me!
you took it away!
He gave me:
Life
Breath
Trust
Joy
Contentment
Feeling
Grace
Insperation
he gave me.
he gave me...myself. i knew what i was, to be, was.
and it is snatched away
i just drift around, now. again
back to my grave. i climb on in.
it is still warm from where i was last left.
i am so numb
so cold
hold my hand again.
just touch me again, tell me im ok!
dont leave me here!
dont leave me with me
you never know what she will do
you dont know
lay me down to sleep.
lay me down.
6 feet down.
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yeh
1 min read
i tripped over an invisable rock today.
....but then i did a cartwheel and looked cool..so no one noticed.
.
i know.
would you like some muffins!?
....but then i did a cartwheel and looked cool..so no one noticed.
.
i know.
would you like some muffins!?
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Stuff I Have An Urge To Kick::
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Shin
Hillary Duff
A cottage cheese pails because they would go "thhhluuuckkk*
Pink Tupperware
Barbies
BUSH
LaSandra
Cheerleaders (preps in general..yes its true)
soy products
a sheep. but it wouldnt hurt. It would be a friendly kick.
*mumble*.....well. eh.
have a lovely evening
Hillary Duff
A cottage cheese pails because they would go "thhhluuuckkk*
Pink Tupperware
Barbies
BUSH
LaSandra
Cheerleaders (preps in general..yes its true)
soy products
a sheep. but it wouldnt hurt. It would be a friendly kick.
*mumble*.....well. eh.
have a lovely evening
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Ugh
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*sigh* I miss being a caveman.
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